A

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Focus of one's attention

awakened
When one has transcended the limitations of the mind, by recognizing and moving beyond the illusion/ignorance of the created self

awareness
Conscious wakefulness ~ one earns awareness through seeing the closed parts in oneself.

B

being-ness
The true self, true being

be in it
Being aware while in a pattern, belief, idea, feeling or emotion; not identifying and becoming one with it, but seeing it directly as awareness

be in the feet
Not being in the mind; being humble and surrendering to what is true in oneself or another

bending
Giving in to one's weaknesses

beyond
Moving away from the familiar patterns of the mind into what is unfamiliar; the true way of being

bigness
Mind driven self importance

broaden
To expand or increase your awareness of

C

clarity
Clear seeing, without doubt

closed part
Beliefs and ideas of the created self that one is not aware of

cover
To hide ones unreal and dishonest ways from oneself

created self
The surface identities that we think we are

D

dearness
Preciousness

deep
The space within that is beyond the surface

diminish
To see the unreality of, and to move beyond ideas, patterns and beliefs of the created self

direct way
Seeing directly, without mind dialogue or story

discomfort
Uneasiness when seeing behaviours or parts of the created self

dishonesty
All the actions, reactions, ideas and beliefs of the created/false self which cause a denial of the truth

doer-ship
Fixing and changing situations on the surface to one's own liking

dropping
To let ideas and beliefs rest in one's heart instead of analyzing, rationalizing, or trying to figure them out

drunkenness
Under the influence of a state of mind and not recognizing the truth

E

earnings
When one opens a closed part and becomes aware of it, that is one's earning

embrace
Total acceptance of what opens in one's self

F

face
To allow and let one's created self be seen through awareness

face away
To avoid seeing parts of the created self, being in denial of what is within

fire-full
To be in intense willingness and longing to know the truth

flying
Becoming ungrounded and overly excited when experiencing happiness or goodness in one-self

form
Everything the false self creates in an attempt to prove it's existence. Everything feel-able, touchable, including ideas, beliefs, emotions, feelings

formlessness
That which is beyond the creations of the created/false self

free-fall
To let go of familiar patterns of protection allowing oneself to drop into the unknown

from your side
In such a way that one is willingly making an effort to see oneself

G

grounded
Being centered within, connected, humble

guest
Habits and patterns of the created self ~ when aspects of the created self are seen as guests, and welcomed without judgement, they are easily embraced

H

hands, see your
See any beliefs, ideas, feelings or earnings used as a gain for the created self

head down
Being humble, small, not interfering - knowing there is nothing to win, nothing to prove

heart
The real you, without mind's perceptions

heart-full way
In an absolute and unlimited way accepting and opening to everything as is

holdings
Identities, ideas and beliefs of the the created/false self that are believed to be real

honest way
Letting, allowing and resting in what one sees in the created/false self without judgment.

honesty
Being in the true self where dishonesty (the created/false self) is easily seen

I

impersonal
Not identifying with the created/false self; letting it be without attachment or judgment.

K

knowing
A clear and absolute understanding from deep within which is beyond the mind's understanding.

L

land
To comfortably step into an unknown newness within

leaning
Relying on false ideas, beliefs or patterns to bring relief to discomfort

less-ness
Being small, humble, keeping one's head down

little bit, be in
To be kind, gentle and patient with oneself while opening. Not trying to tackle everything at once.

N

nakedness
Comfortably exposing oneself in one's weaknesses

nothingness
Being where nothing can be touched, felt or seen; a place where nothing exists

O

ointment
Using anything within or without to cover or bring relief from pain

one with it
To be unaware and identified with a part or pattern which blinds one to see

P

park/parking
Not moving forward by satisfying or stopping oneself in any particular space

participate in
Identifying with a false part of oneself and reacting or acting from its ideas and beliefs

patterns
Automatic, unconscious behaviours of the created/false self

person, the
The ideas and beliefs that collectively make up the created/false self

players
Aspects of the created self that are mistakenly identified as the truth of who one is

playing you
Unconsciously, participating and becoming one with the ideas, beliefs, actions and reactions of an identity that one is mistakenly thinking is oneself

pull, the
To answer to a deep inner knowing/longing that is beyond the mind's understanding

purity
Pristine, clean, without self interest

R

reality
That which is beyond the person/created/false self; the true reality

real self
The higher self; who one is in truth, beyond the perceptual, conceptual mind

responsible
Conscious, aware and not participating in the created/false self

S

self realized
One who has transcended the limitations of the mind and has discovered the true reality

sinking
Willingly moving beyond the thinking mind

small
small being in less-ness, humble

smallness
Humbleness

sober
Seeing clearly without excitement

stand straight
Not relying on anything within or without to bring relief to discomfort. Being with what is directly, knowing one needs nothing, no leaning

surface, the
Everyday life which has been constructed by the created self to give it purpose, and to prove it's false reality (family, friends, career, money)

T

thirst
To be in longing for truth

threatening the person/ego
Judging, or not accepting parts of the created self. Trying to get rid of and/or trying to change aspects of the created self

touching
Interfering, participating, naming, putting one's hands in. Trying to change situations, oneself, or others, rather than seeing the triggered parts within directly

tranquilizer
Using anything within or without to cover or bring relief from pain

W

weaknesses
All the parts, patterns, beliefs and ideas of the created/false/egoic self that have been developed in the person to protect the "I". Everything that is not true in one's self

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